I usually play female avatars in games, where I see my avatar during play. The reason is for this is simple: Female avatars just look much better. In first person games, the look doesn't matter. So I play male avatars there.
So you don't hate the Aurora per se, you even seem to like the MR. As I rarely hit my target, I prefer the LN.
But as Montoya stated in one of his videos, any Aurora makes a perfect manned torpedo and therefore any Aurora is a good ship. :joy: