I am currently transitioning into "Grumpy Oldish Man" phase of life

[Mudhawk]

I wasn't sure if I had killed them by having too much fun or they died of "natural causes" in my bunk before I woke up. The first thing goes is your memory.

I see why you might have feel tempted to join this fine selection of degenerates here...
Having said so, I think it's time for another drink. Or I might remember what I'm doing.