I will keep your son in my thoughts and hope you are doing better, if not now then soon. Again, I don't mean to intrude, I just wanted to send you a pat on the back and let you know we will somehow, someday get through this.
Fangclaw, I somehow ran across this posting. I hope you don't mind my words. I'm very sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what it would feel like to loose a son. I have two. I did loose my younger brother to lung cancer and my mother to Alzheimer in May and April, respectively, 2015 so I can understand your grief.