Recent content by Enoch Lost

360 Double Chocolate vodka. I know, pretty hardcore.

While I can't argue that it doesn't have big guns, I don't see how it breaks immersion. If anything, making everything more balanced breaks immersion. In reality, the major military spec dogfighter should basically blow almost everything out of the water without question. It shouldn't even be...

It has guns! It has enough guns that I'm able to actually get a few kills in with it.

Then what do I call you? ::flutters eyelashes::

I'm proud to be a part of this slutty, drunk, sexy organization. No wonder the other girls hate us. So jealous. I'm also proud to be a part of this slutty, drunk, sexy circlejerk.

Welcome aboard! I'm new here, myself! :o

Well after awhile, not sleeping ends with death, so I assume most university students sleep. ;) I'm in pharmacy school, actually.

I have now! :D I'm pretty sure I got two ramming kills just now. (Unless rams don't count as kills, in which case I got really lucky with missiles right before trying to kill them with my face.)

We briefly went over schizoaffective and schizophreniform disorder, but we're focusing on schizophrenia. Some of the differentiation is really fuzzy, as well. Which makes sense, considering how it's really difficult to get objective measurements of how a person's thoughts are working.

I felt like I wasn't a real TEST member without it.

From what I can tell, it's a disorder that's almost literally unique for each person who experiences it. For some people, once they learn to discern what the hallucinations are, it becomes easier (to a degree) to ignore them. For others, insight can come and go. Someone might go years...

Oh sure, I'm not worried or anything. I don't think I'm actually schizophrenic or anything. Everyone (or at least most people?) have occasional minor hallucinations now and then, and being half-asleep or barely-waking really enhances that.

Yeah I know I can get back to sleep, but I also know I'll need at least an hour or two of being awake to sort of . . . clear my brain? If that makes sense. Actually I feel fine now. I could definitely fall asleep again now, if I felt sleepy. :P But I would have to wake up in an hour even...

So this semester, I'm taking an elective on schizophrenia. It's incredibly interesting, as well as sad and sometimes distressing. Kind of writing heavy, with multiple essays due a week, but they're graded somewhat leniently. But reading these case studies and memoirs is starting to eat at me...