Glad you are not leaving test.
Do what you have to do for you, man, don't let us strong-arm you.
I know what you mean about gaming, "Boom headshot" 'aint my kinda shit and when CR says "oh, that part of the game? yeah, that's boring so don't expect much" (pretty much what he said about cargo running) I don't have much hope for how long my account lasts when the project is finished. S42 can be the spiritual successor to Wing Commander for all those who want to fap that way, but the PU has to be everything to everyone or it will turn in to a dick swinging simulator. "My S5's beat your puny s3 shields now watch me teabag you for fifteen minutes trololololol" etc.
But that said but we'd all love to see you in the 'verse, come hang out in my Taurus the "Reoccurring Tendencies 2" sometime (when they finally build the damn thing and put it in the game) it'll be like the test forum but in person, but not, because we'll all be computer people... :)