mod edit: This post is most likely fake, but enjoy anyway
View: http://imgur.com/a/vhiWK
The fact of the matter is I feel partly responsible for reinforcing VirtualAce's behavior for as long as I have.
It didnt really hit me just how cruel he was until I saw a screenshot of him outing one of our former members's sexuality.
It really made me sit down and take a hard look in the mirror at myself.
These people are..were... my friends. I have known some of them for over a year, and as much as it pains me to admit it part of me reveled in the thrill of things, pad camping doesnt seem so bad when you are laughing at it with friends, neither does razzing one another. It just seems like a boys club, hijinks, harmless.
Until I came across the thread here on this forum accusing VirtualAce of hacking, something we all knew was true but when youre on the end of it in your favor it just didnt seem so bad. "It's alpha, what does it matter" something weve joked about openly on discord for months now.
It never really felt like we were hurting anyone, just having fun.
I recently confided something deeply personal to VirtualAce and if he is reading this it won't take him long to figure out who I am but I dont care anymore.
What you do is wrong Ace. How you treat others is wrong, and holding someones personal demons over their head to make them bend to your will is sick.
I wish I had realized the kind of person you were before I opened up to you. I wish I had paid closer attention at the people and what they had said about you months ago.
I want to apologize to TEST for my part in reinforcing the behavior of VirtualAce and to let you all know that you arent alone, there are others that have begun to question things as well. In the end I believe they will come to similar conclusions and make the choices that are right for them.
In conclusion,
Fuck you, VirtualAcem I hope you reap the seeds of all you have sown.
You deserve to have everyone in the community learn about just what kind of person you are.
I hate myself for my part in it and I won't let your threats silence me any longer.
View: http://imgur.com/a/vhiWK
The fact of the matter is I feel partly responsible for reinforcing VirtualAce's behavior for as long as I have.
It didnt really hit me just how cruel he was until I saw a screenshot of him outing one of our former members's sexuality.
It really made me sit down and take a hard look in the mirror at myself.
These people are..were... my friends. I have known some of them for over a year, and as much as it pains me to admit it part of me reveled in the thrill of things, pad camping doesnt seem so bad when you are laughing at it with friends, neither does razzing one another. It just seems like a boys club, hijinks, harmless.
Until I came across the thread here on this forum accusing VirtualAce of hacking, something we all knew was true but when youre on the end of it in your favor it just didnt seem so bad. "It's alpha, what does it matter" something weve joked about openly on discord for months now.
It never really felt like we were hurting anyone, just having fun.
I recently confided something deeply personal to VirtualAce and if he is reading this it won't take him long to figure out who I am but I dont care anymore.
What you do is wrong Ace. How you treat others is wrong, and holding someones personal demons over their head to make them bend to your will is sick.
I wish I had realized the kind of person you were before I opened up to you. I wish I had paid closer attention at the people and what they had said about you months ago.
I want to apologize to TEST for my part in reinforcing the behavior of VirtualAce and to let you all know that you arent alone, there are others that have begun to question things as well. In the end I believe they will come to similar conclusions and make the choices that are right for them.
In conclusion,
Fuck you, VirtualAcem I hope you reap the seeds of all you have sown.
You deserve to have everyone in the community learn about just what kind of person you are.
I hate myself for my part in it and I won't let your threats silence me any longer.
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